How can you love someone who does nothing but hurt you? How can you hurt someone that does nothing but love you? How is it fair that everyone I know get's to be with you and all I'm left with is the hope of a new picture.. that someone else got to be a part in..?
Love has no boundries and love has no rules. You take the pain because not loving them is impossible and trying will only make it hurt worse. Love has no on and off button. It just has to be.
"You hate someone whom you really wish to love, but whom you cannot love. Perhaps he himself prevents you. That is a disguised form of love.”
And that is why someone can hurt the people they love. They're afraid of being loved, they think they're undeserving of the love.. I don't really know. You just do. Because being there for them is all you can do.
I've never been one to hide my feelings away. I wear my heart on my sleeve so I really have no choice. You can't possibly think that I'm okay. You can't really think that all of this doesn't kill me inside.
I'm breaking apart and I've done everything I possibly can to tell you that.
I hate feeling like nothing I do will make you come back. I hate feeling like everyone in the world thinks badly enough about me to hide you away. I hate that everyone gets to see you but me.
I hate all of this.. but you already know that.
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