Why do we have to be judged all the time? Why can't I swear, and be messy, and say exactly what I feel without wondering who is going to object and who is going to be offended? Why do I have to fit everyone's standard when I expect the littlest out of them? I'm never going to be perfect, that's plain to see.
I like swearing, believe it or not. I find humor in calling people wankers and saying fuck. I like telling people how I feel and expressing my opinions on things, good or bad. I LIKE having a messy room!
The thing I DON'T like is having to be someone I'm not, just to please others.
I like being a little redneck and being a little hick. I like having a close family and being able to do messed up shit with them. I like knowing that the people I'm with are real and that what we have is real. I like knowing that around them, I don't have to be anything other than myself.
And I think it's a bunch of bull having to feel that way about your own family but hey, it's just a little blood that we share. Not anything important...
It's sad that I actually care in the first place but I think having my family be the black sheep of the.. big family, makes you realize these things. Our family has never fit in and I don't think we ever will.. and it makes me a little sad feeling shunned by people I'm supposed to feel comfortable with but I'm not going to go out of my way to impress these people.
And another thing, PEOPLE NEED TO SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT BEING SINGLE! My God! Guys aren't all douche bags and girls aren't all damsels in distress. Some guys are good and some girls are catty bitches. It just depends on the person. Sometimes I just wish everyone was in a relationship just so people shut up about being single.. but then I'd have to read sappy love quotes all day and that wouldn't be any better so it's a lose/lose situation. Just freakin stop looking and when the time is right, the right person will come. Stop wasting away your life in search of your prince charming when the only people you come in contact with are slimy frogs! Sooner or later you'll stray away from the pond and find the castle.. it just takes time.
But please... do us a favor and shut up about how lonely you are. We're all lonely and we all just want a little love.
You aren't anything special because your boyfriend was an ass and you can't find anyone else. You're kids. Just grab your blankie and a sippie cup, and chill. cause it's the best your gonna get at this age. /:
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